To say that offering free sessions to gain experience in photographing subjects other than my husband and dog was a good idea would be an understatement.
I’ve come to find that it was a great idea.
When I posted my offer a little over a month ago, I wasn’t sure if I’d have any takers. But I thought to myself, “Heck—what do I have to lose?” And so I put myself out there. Through some very appreciated word of mouth and a little Facebook advertising, people began to check out my website and take me up on the offer.
So far, I’ve had four sessions. I have two lined up for this weekend and one the following weekend. If all goes as planned, I will have at least seven sessions under my belt by the end of the year. Have all of them gone as planned so far? Heck no! But hey, that’s the beauty of what I’m doing.
To be completely honest, I’ve been terrified along the way. At one of the shoots my hands were shaking uncontrollably as I took the first photographs. My mind has gone blank when it comes to ideas for posing. I’ve had my camera on the wrong settings. I’ve second guessed myself.
But the beauty of it all is that I’m learning. Sure, I’m making mistakes along the way–lots and lots of them in fact. And yes, I’m experimenting. But with those mistakes, experiments, and all that goes along with learning a new craft, I’m getting more comfortable with what I’m doing, and I’m getting better at it too! I’m surprising myself. I’m having fun.
The feeling of pride I had when I pressed publish to share the photos from my last session with the W family was pride I haven’t felt in a long time.
For those of you who don’t know me personally, or even for some of you that do, you probably don’t know that putting myself out there like I’ve been doing by offering free sessions isn’t exactly in character for me. I’m very much one who likes to play it safe, to hide behind a veil and not be exposed. I’m very much a perfectionist, a people pleaser, and someone who’s afraid of failure. But I decided when I started this blog that I was rather tired of living in fear, tired of being miserable in some aspects of my life, and only I could be the one to change things. And so I went for it. And I’m still going for it. Where this journey will lead, I don’t know.
But for now, I’m here. And I’m having fun.
For those of you that may be interested in taking advantage of my free offer session, please see my Pricing/Availability page for updated information.


